So... Sitting here in my room, my friend I'm staying with wishing my death on my birthday. How kind.

Kinda wish I could vent using artwork, but without a scanner, kinda hopeless, and I'd much rather not bring attention to RL friends and family of this little situation, so it'd be much better not to ask to scan a picture of me standing over my friend's body with a hatchet in my hand. Probably the best thing, they think I'm psychotic as it is, better not to prove to them this fact. (bad enough since I had a dream of choking a puppy before <-<

But, I'm sure whomever is reading this is wondering, "what friend would want their friend dead on their birthday?" Well, one that's a spoiled brat is it. The friend I've been staying with. She took the computer chair out of my room I used to get on the desktop computer. Needless to say, her mom noticed I've been using a lawnchair and lost her temper. Took the chair out of my friend's room that all it did was take up room in her tiny room and put it back. Tried to say it wasn't a good idea, but trying to talk to people who are annoyed and angry really isn't a good idea.

But she did it anyways, and put the lawnchair in her room. friend came home, berserk mode, and smashed my door in with the lawnchair, and proceeded to steal the computer chair back. Told her first off i didn't do it, her mom did. As you can tell, anger doesn't listen to excuses.

After a bitch fest between the two ladies of the house, both locked in their rooms, and me, closed off in a dark room, playing my xbox 360, just trying to avoid being in the middle of the crossfire.


I'm sure a lot of people are reading this thinking 'wtf' I'm not writing this to vent, I write this to get to this point, like I'm listening to at this very moment, a song by Nickleback, strangly enough many people hate, but they are a great band, named "If Everyone Cared" I'd highly suggest checking the song out here
( [link]nk2vCJmeZY )

But the song is about speaking of all the negativity that people have to face. The way I see this, is that anger, sadness, agression, annoyance is an emotion that is easily transfered between people. Nowadays there is literally no way to avoid the negative attitude between people, many people like myself used their video games and the internet as a temperary escape from the negativity, but because humans are very angry and hateful, it always follows.
On xbox live, people like to piss other people off for fun, to transfer their agression and feel better about themselves, to be frank, they are the trolls of the xbox live community.

Anger only leads people down a bad road. We as humans cannot focus on such negative emotions to control our very lives, like the song says, anger only leads to death, you may not think it, but the negativity is constantly transfered, until either somebody recieves it and does something drastic, or somebody recieves it, and ends up taking their own life. It isn't an obvious thing, but it can happen, it's why I try not to be angry, I try to focus elsewhere.

Guess if I actually get a computer and a scanner, I'll draw up a picture of this journal entry, until then, this is what I can give. I'm not the best of writers, so making a story of it will only sound like crap.

Hope everyone has a great day. ^__^